today suck so much. my mom decided we’re not going to new orleans (which was my motherfucking graduation present) not to mention i was up with cramps until 5 am. i hate everything.
it’s complicated. we both really care about each other but i’m about to move to boston in a few months and we’ve already been long distance for the last 5 months; being even farther (and wanting as much as we want from each other) would be unfair and tortuous. breaking up was the less devastating route i think. we’re still cool and we still talk and we still want to see each other as much as ever.